all i want is
all i felt
come september
there was nothing left

theres no music
theres no band
i ran furthest
from my helping hands

all i want is
all i had
by late december
i had concrete plans

did you notice
that i had built
nothing like this
and nothing else

all i want is
all i knew
by the summer
id begin anew

i saw your versions
splayed out on the floor
i saw nothing
that i could before

as the days turned
to longer nights
darkness unearthed
by a blinding light

i felt the snarling
from behind the door
the sun is rising
but for how much more?

a nightmare descending
who are you defending
a bloated pus filled fascist mess
your silence is indifference

all the time is blending
it feels the world is ending
im drowning in the mess ive made
i cannot tell how far ive strayed

dont tell me i am done
this isnt my swan song
all this work and all this pain
has killed my sense of right and wrong

tell me i am strong
please tell me i belong
take me to the places
that i knew when i was young

sail me to the island
that i knew when i was young
show me all the colors
that i knew when i was young

(a nightmare descending
who are you defending)

as time passes
i am nursed to health
some years later
i am someone else

staring blankly
at the summer sky
i remembered
how it felt to die

all i want is
all i was
lo que quiero 
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